Former Atheist was going to kill herself..Lacey
The day Lacey Sturm (from Flyleaf) planned to kill herself ..Was the day her old life ended. As an atheist who hated Christians, She thought church was a place for hypocrites, fakers, and simpletons. After a screaming match with her grandmother, she ended up in the back of a sanctuary, hating everyone in the room. But what happened in that room is The Reason she is alive today.
With raw vulnerability, this hard rock princess tells her story of physical abuse, depression, suicidal struggles, and more--and her ultimate salvation. She asks the hard questions--Why am I here? Why am I empty? Why should I go on living?--showing that beyond the temporary highs and the soul-crushing lows is a reason each of us exists and a purpose for our lives.
4 The Reason I Wanted to Die
youtu.be/7YH8wbEp2CU
5 The Reason I'm Alive
youtu.be/fQA-0ZfJotg
Lacey Sturm's Testimony
youtu.be/cQS4MhfFBmE
With raw vulnerability, this hard rock princess tells her story of physical abuse, depression, suicidal struggles, and more--and her ultimate salvation. She asks the hard questions--Why am I here? Why am I empty? Why should I go on living?--showing that beyond the temporary highs and the soul-crushing lows is a reason each of us exists and a purpose for our lives.
4 The Reason I Wanted to Die
youtu.be/7YH8wbEp2CU
5 The Reason I'm Alive
youtu.be/fQA-0ZfJotg
Lacey Sturm's Testimony
youtu.be/cQS4MhfFBmE
The Lion Is Loose!
He sent his word, and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions/death/Grave
Psalm 107:20
For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
Hebrews 4:12
"Is not my word like fire," declares the LORD, "and like a hammer that breaks a rock in pieces?
Jeremiah 23:29
He sends his word and melts them; he stirs up his breezes, and the waters flow.
Psalm 147:18
And one of the elders saith unto me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda,((JESUS)) the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof.
Revelation 5:5
And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb ((JESUS)), and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
Revelation 12:11
Psalm 107:20
For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
Hebrews 4:12
"Is not my word like fire," declares the LORD, "and like a hammer that breaks a rock in pieces?
Jeremiah 23:29
He sends his word and melts them; he stirs up his breezes, and the waters flow.
Psalm 147:18
And one of the elders saith unto me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda,((JESUS)) the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof.
Revelation 5:5
And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb ((JESUS)), and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
Revelation 12:11
Well here we go.
My first blog post on here. Some people may be put off by the images I chose, but if they are they have to ask themselves how tolerant they really are. I love challenging people's idea of tolerance.
"GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE"
Segment from last "Eye of the Storm" radio broadcast
"GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE"
Huh? How can that be? Is it not an oxymoron? True that one can not really be totally comfortable while being uncomfortable but one can have peace and joy in the midst of discomfort, even function and get used to being uncomfortable as well as prepare for discomfort which helps ease the blow, all through the strength of Christ!
Php 4:11-13 Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I know both how to be abased ( brought low), and I know how to abound ( excel,: have abundance) every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. ( parenthesis added)
Notice that Apostle Paul says that he has LEARNED to be content in any situation. It did not happen overnight. It is through the growth in our walks with the Lord and through enduring our various life circumstances ( as uncomfortable as they may be) that we learn. Joy of the Lord is there and true when one is born again but at the same time discomfort is a very important aspect of the walk with Christ. It is not easy to know the truth (including all the wickedness around and Christ being the only way to salvation), and then on top of that share the truth, and then get hatred and false accusations for sharing the truth. Simply caring for people's souls and wanting them to know truth in love is our heart's intention, and when people time and time again attack us for loving them, it does not feel comfortable. More than even the false accusations and being misunderstood, is the grief that these people are lost on their way to hell and don't realize it. Hard to be comfortable with that. The truth is that people have freewill and make choices, and God did not make robots, and unfortunately many people choose to reject the gospel and the only way to be saved.
It is understandable to have grief being in this world that is not our home. Many of us have a common sentiment of being sick of this wicked world.
Rom 8:22-23 For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now. And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body.
Suffering is to be expected. We have never been told the narrow path would be an easy road, but we are told it is so worth it!
Rom 8:17-18 And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
We have been told to expect suffering, and then encouraged to keep on keeping on and even rejoice!
2 Ti 3:12-14 Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived. But continue thou in the things which thou hast learned and hast been assured of, knowing of whom thou hast learned them;
1Pe 4:12-16 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy. If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified. But let none of you suffer as a murderer, or as a thief, or as an evildoer, or as a busybody in other men's matters. Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf.
"happy are ye" G3107- supremely blest; by extension fortunate, well off: - blessed
So then many of our trials and hard times are blessings? Yes!
1Pe 3:14-17 But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy are ye: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled; But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear: Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing.
So many people that start to get hit by reality either run away from it, twist scripture to make painful things somehow easier to digest, or compromise and start joining the world, all just to avoid discomfort cause it does not feel good to groan inside. But although much of the truth of reality is uncomfortable, we must stand in it and focus on what we can do. The moment we run, ignore, or compromise we are not clearly able to know the Lord's will for our life and what we need to be doing. We get thrown off course. How can we expect to clearly know the Lord's will in our life if we are hiding from what the Lord is showing us with the new eyes He gave us? Yes it is through the new eyes that we can see reality for what it really is. We only really understand to any extent the reality of hell, and even the wickedness on earth after we have new eyes to see. Sure many unbelievers can see the world is falling apart and that destruction is happening all over like never before, but they fail to understand the real spiritual principalities that are running it through the prince of this world, Satan. Really understanding good and evil changes the whole perspective as it is spiritually discerned ( 1 Cor 2:14). Just as real as the evil is, there is just as real of a good personal God who saves and is above all evil! Halleluyah! It is a blessing to know truth!
So let us not run from truth and rather courageously step into that uncomfortable place willingly because we are choosing to suffer and know truth ready and willing to do what the Lord wants in the midst of it. Words from Jesus /Yeshua:
Joh 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
"Tribulation"- G2347 -pressure (literally or figuratively): - afflicted, (-tion), anguish, burdened, persecution, tribulation, trouble.
"be of good cheer" -G2293 ; to have courage:
1Pe 1:5-7 Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:
What is something that really inspires one to share the gospel? I know that knowing and understanding the uncomfortable truth and reality of hell sure will. Why is it that Yeshua/Jesus talked about hell more than heaven? Who likes to think about the reality of hell? Surely it is not fun, but it is very important to keeping proper perspective. We don't have to constantly 24/7 talk about and think about hell but if we do keep in mind the real truth of it, it will change the way we approach situations in at least three different ways ( ones that come to mind). For one we can have more compassion for the lost people who are mean and evil to us ( thinking about the truth of where they are headed if they don't repent), which in turn enables us to be more loving to them instead of rendering evil for evil...which means we become better witnesses for Christ. Two, keeping proper perspective of hell being real gives us boldness to share the gospel good news when we normally would be too afraid to. What is the good news? The good news is that through the ultimate sacrifice with the death, burial and Resurrection of Yeshua Machiach/Jesus Christ there is a way out of hell~! Through faith in Him as our Lord and Saviour there is hope! Now when we have proper perspective we will care less about how a person views us, because we understand it is way more important to share truth that pertains to ones eternal destination.Three, keeping proper perspective of hell being real, helps us in our walk to make sure we are obedient in all things cause we do have fear and respect for the Lord. Talking to believers Yeshua says:
Mat 10:27 What I tell you in the dark, say in the light, and what you hear whispered, proclaim on the housetops.
Mat 10:28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.
With love, sacrifice, and courage let us be uncomfortable for the Lord!!!!
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"GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE"
Huh? How can that be? Is it not an oxymoron? True that one can not really be totally comfortable while being uncomfortable but one can have peace and joy in the midst of discomfort, even function and get used to being uncomfortable as well as prepare for discomfort which helps ease the blow, all through the strength of Christ!
Php 4:11-13 Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content. I know both how to be abased ( brought low), and I know how to abound ( excel,: have abundance) every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. ( parenthesis added)
Notice that Apostle Paul says that he has LEARNED to be content in any situation. It did not happen overnight. It is through the growth in our walks with the Lord and through enduring our various life circumstances ( as uncomfortable as they may be) that we learn. Joy of the Lord is there and true when one is born again but at the same time discomfort is a very important aspect of the walk with Christ. It is not easy to know the truth (including all the wickedness around and Christ being the only way to salvation), and then on top of that share the truth, and then get hatred and false accusations for sharing the truth. Simply caring for people's souls and wanting them to know truth in love is our heart's intention, and when people time and time again attack us for loving them, it does not feel comfortable. More than even the false accusations and being misunderstood, is the grief that these people are lost on their way to hell and don't realize it. Hard to be comfortable with that. The truth is that people have freewill and make choices, and God did not make robots, and unfortunately many people choose to reject the gospel and the only way to be saved.
It is understandable to have grief being in this world that is not our home. Many of us have a common sentiment of being sick of this wicked world.
Rom 8:22-23 For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now. And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body.
Suffering is to be expected. We have never been told the narrow path would be an easy road, but we are told it is so worth it!
Rom 8:17-18 And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.
We have been told to expect suffering, and then encouraged to keep on keeping on and even rejoice!
2 Ti 3:12-14 Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived. But continue thou in the things which thou hast learned and hast been assured of, knowing of whom thou hast learned them;
1Pe 4:12-16 Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ's sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy. If ye be reproached for the name of Christ, happy are ye; for the spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you: on their part he is evil spoken of, but on your part he is glorified. But let none of you suffer as a murderer, or as a thief, or as an evildoer, or as a busybody in other men's matters. Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf.
"happy are ye" G3107- supremely blest; by extension fortunate, well off: - blessed
So then many of our trials and hard times are blessings? Yes!
1Pe 3:14-17 But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy are ye: and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled; But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear: Having a good conscience; that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing.
So many people that start to get hit by reality either run away from it, twist scripture to make painful things somehow easier to digest, or compromise and start joining the world, all just to avoid discomfort cause it does not feel good to groan inside. But although much of the truth of reality is uncomfortable, we must stand in it and focus on what we can do. The moment we run, ignore, or compromise we are not clearly able to know the Lord's will for our life and what we need to be doing. We get thrown off course. How can we expect to clearly know the Lord's will in our life if we are hiding from what the Lord is showing us with the new eyes He gave us? Yes it is through the new eyes that we can see reality for what it really is. We only really understand to any extent the reality of hell, and even the wickedness on earth after we have new eyes to see. Sure many unbelievers can see the world is falling apart and that destruction is happening all over like never before, but they fail to understand the real spiritual principalities that are running it through the prince of this world, Satan. Really understanding good and evil changes the whole perspective as it is spiritually discerned ( 1 Cor 2:14). Just as real as the evil is, there is just as real of a good personal God who saves and is above all evil! Halleluyah! It is a blessing to know truth!
So let us not run from truth and rather courageously step into that uncomfortable place willingly because we are choosing to suffer and know truth ready and willing to do what the Lord wants in the midst of it. Words from Jesus /Yeshua:
Joh 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
"Tribulation"- G2347 -pressure (literally or figuratively): - afflicted, (-tion), anguish, burdened, persecution, tribulation, trouble.
"be of good cheer" -G2293 ; to have courage:
1Pe 1:5-7 Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations: That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:
What is something that really inspires one to share the gospel? I know that knowing and understanding the uncomfortable truth and reality of hell sure will. Why is it that Yeshua/Jesus talked about hell more than heaven? Who likes to think about the reality of hell? Surely it is not fun, but it is very important to keeping proper perspective. We don't have to constantly 24/7 talk about and think about hell but if we do keep in mind the real truth of it, it will change the way we approach situations in at least three different ways ( ones that come to mind). For one we can have more compassion for the lost people who are mean and evil to us ( thinking about the truth of where they are headed if they don't repent), which in turn enables us to be more loving to them instead of rendering evil for evil...which means we become better witnesses for Christ. Two, keeping proper perspective of hell being real gives us boldness to share the gospel good news when we normally would be too afraid to. What is the good news? The good news is that through the ultimate sacrifice with the death, burial and Resurrection of Yeshua Machiach/Jesus Christ there is a way out of hell~! Through faith in Him as our Lord and Saviour there is hope! Now when we have proper perspective we will care less about how a person views us, because we understand it is way more important to share truth that pertains to ones eternal destination.Three, keeping proper perspective of hell being real, helps us in our walk to make sure we are obedient in all things cause we do have fear and respect for the Lord. Talking to believers Yeshua says:
Mat 10:27 What I tell you in the dark, say in the light, and what you hear whispered, proclaim on the housetops.
Mat 10:28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.
With love, sacrifice, and courage let us be uncomfortable for the Lord!!!!
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Pearls to the pigs wasted message, You said you r
Wading through all the muck - pearls to the pigs
Wasted message You said you received and it touched you.
Your insides are still mostly dark.
Do you know not that you can't be of the world
and follow God at the same time.
So I hear you live in deceit - gorged with falsehoods.
At the table with demons - Than communion with Jesus.
Let not that man not think he will receive anything from God.
Wavering, bending.. but not breaking- Satan twisted word
No wavering, no bending, yes be broken;
Humble yourself before your God -
If He be your God.
If not Get thee behind me, satan indwelled, inspired -
I know you not! Worker of iniquity!
A light in the darkness - Do not play with evil.
Not strong enough to be the light Jesus has made you to be..
While you stand in darkness -
THAN GET OUT OF WHAT IS A SNARE TO YOUR SOUL;
GOD HAS NOT CALLED YOU TO BE THERE IN THAT
PLACE THAT SATAN DWELLS WITH THE HELLBOUND IF YOU ARE NOT REACHING THE LOST.
GET BACK ON YOUR FACE AND SEEK HIM..
Than once you are restored /Strengthened ..
Let him lead you to what he's calling you to do.
He never told you to set yourself up to fall.
You will choose God or This world - What have you been doing lately??
9-16-14
*Pearls to the pigs found in Matthew 15
Wasted message You said you received and it touched you.
Your insides are still mostly dark.
Do you know not that you can't be of the world
and follow God at the same time.
So I hear you live in deceit - gorged with falsehoods.
At the table with demons - Than communion with Jesus.
Let not that man not think he will receive anything from God.
Wavering, bending.. but not breaking- Satan twisted word
No wavering, no bending, yes be broken;
Humble yourself before your God -
If He be your God.
If not Get thee behind me, satan indwelled, inspired -
I know you not! Worker of iniquity!
A light in the darkness - Do not play with evil.
Not strong enough to be the light Jesus has made you to be..
While you stand in darkness -
THAN GET OUT OF WHAT IS A SNARE TO YOUR SOUL;
GOD HAS NOT CALLED YOU TO BE THERE IN THAT
PLACE THAT SATAN DWELLS WITH THE HELLBOUND IF YOU ARE NOT REACHING THE LOST.
GET BACK ON YOUR FACE AND SEEK HIM..
Than once you are restored /Strengthened ..
Let him lead you to what he's calling you to do.
He never told you to set yourself up to fall.
You will choose God or This world - What have you been doing lately??
9-16-14
*Pearls to the pigs found in Matthew 15
The Captive Got Free.
Sins enslavement - Who owns you?
So our sins attack us... dragging us in the opposite direction of where we want to go.
They put a vice on our mind..torment us.. and moving and living is a complete struggle.. never ending pain.
and this pain will be in vain.. if they don't reach out to Jesus.
These sins put daggers in us.. hooks.. and locks. They keep us in the dark..
While we harm ourselves.. wanting life yet taking in more death..trying to forget we hurt.
Trying to forget we feel lonely.. believing the lie..no one can help us.
Lead to wanting to die but so scared to do so. Because our soul is not at rest.
How could it be? We surrendered it in one way or another to satan.
He sits there and pokes us, harms us like we're a voo-doo doll/After all he owns us.
Who and what we surrender to has claims on our soul.
If it be Jesus Christ whom loves us or satan who hates us and is really jealous of us.
So walking in the redemption, forgiveness God gives all those who call out to Jesus..
A heart that longs to know Jesus.. Will not be fettered, the daggers removed, all the evil ties to us will be broken.
The longer we walk with Jesus the freer we get. We no longer have to feel or be powerless against the sins that seek us out to take our souls..and pull us from our true God..whom Satan hates!
And even when satan comes back... those old sins come calling us.. trying to seduce our flesh.. we are free to say no!!
We do not have to be taken into bondage.. no longer can satan pull us off to some vortex of never ending nightmares.
We learn the ways of life..and no longer ignorantly..or rebelliously walk in death. We were never created to be friends with death.. nor satan the one who has promised us all something.. but really should just stand up and say to our face "Can I have your Soul?" Many would run if this were the case..
God's promises are right here before us... And when we know we are being pulled from our destiny in him.. to know him.. to know his love so true.. when we know that we are lost.. he has made a way for us. Those sins don't have to define us.. they can be the defining moment of what Jesus will set you free from. He does not see us as sin.. he sees us whole, healed and in the state he created us to be.. walking in his power.. love and freedom. Jesus says it doesn't matter what you've done.. even if you spat in my face.. I love you and want to set you free.
I will make you overcome.. I will show you how valuable you are, I will show you one day what happened when you let me take it all away.
This prisoner was bound in chains... chains of past sins.. and sins galore - Even from Ancestors following the serpent of old..
I heard you cry out to me that night.. God if you love me show me the way out.. I was moved with compassion.. I felt what you felt.. Even those stings on your flesh..I felt them.. as you stood in what should of been the massacre of your soul.. those unrelenting sins.. You hated those sins.. you said God their has to be a better way. I want to live with you.. but my whole life I've know nothing but sin... Help me, HELP ME..I WANT TO LIVE!
With tears streaming my face.. I felt your heart ache.. I said to you just call out my name.
"Jesus" This is how the captive got free.
I am real, I am true, I love you like no other in this world..
Dare to say NO to this world..please do and do it soon..RIGHT NOW! I am the Prince of Peace.. The great I am.. Here to lead you home.. Let us say goodbye to this world together the day I take you away.
I have important work for you to do..
seek me for the time is now.
I love you..
Please tell them all I love them the same as I love you!
Who does your soul belong too?
9-13-14
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world. John 1
"Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends. "You are My friends if you do what I command you."No longer do I call you slaves, for the slave does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I have heard from My Father I have made known to you
"You did not choose Me but I chose you, and appointed you that you would go and bear fruit, and that your fruit would remain, so that whatever you ask of the Father in My name He may give to you. "This I command you, that you love one another. John 15
Jesus Said "Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." Mark 14:38
So our sins attack us... dragging us in the opposite direction of where we want to go.
They put a vice on our mind..torment us.. and moving and living is a complete struggle.. never ending pain.
and this pain will be in vain.. if they don't reach out to Jesus.
These sins put daggers in us.. hooks.. and locks. They keep us in the dark..
While we harm ourselves.. wanting life yet taking in more death..trying to forget we hurt.
Trying to forget we feel lonely.. believing the lie..no one can help us.
Lead to wanting to die but so scared to do so. Because our soul is not at rest.
How could it be? We surrendered it in one way or another to satan.
He sits there and pokes us, harms us like we're a voo-doo doll/After all he owns us.
Who and what we surrender to has claims on our soul.
If it be Jesus Christ whom loves us or satan who hates us and is really jealous of us.
So walking in the redemption, forgiveness God gives all those who call out to Jesus..
A heart that longs to know Jesus.. Will not be fettered, the daggers removed, all the evil ties to us will be broken.
The longer we walk with Jesus the freer we get. We no longer have to feel or be powerless against the sins that seek us out to take our souls..and pull us from our true God..whom Satan hates!
And even when satan comes back... those old sins come calling us.. trying to seduce our flesh.. we are free to say no!!
We do not have to be taken into bondage.. no longer can satan pull us off to some vortex of never ending nightmares.
We learn the ways of life..and no longer ignorantly..or rebelliously walk in death. We were never created to be friends with death.. nor satan the one who has promised us all something.. but really should just stand up and say to our face "Can I have your Soul?" Many would run if this were the case..
God's promises are right here before us... And when we know we are being pulled from our destiny in him.. to know him.. to know his love so true.. when we know that we are lost.. he has made a way for us. Those sins don't have to define us.. they can be the defining moment of what Jesus will set you free from. He does not see us as sin.. he sees us whole, healed and in the state he created us to be.. walking in his power.. love and freedom. Jesus says it doesn't matter what you've done.. even if you spat in my face.. I love you and want to set you free.
I will make you overcome.. I will show you how valuable you are, I will show you one day what happened when you let me take it all away.
This prisoner was bound in chains... chains of past sins.. and sins galore - Even from Ancestors following the serpent of old..
I heard you cry out to me that night.. God if you love me show me the way out.. I was moved with compassion.. I felt what you felt.. Even those stings on your flesh..I felt them.. as you stood in what should of been the massacre of your soul.. those unrelenting sins.. You hated those sins.. you said God their has to be a better way. I want to live with you.. but my whole life I've know nothing but sin... Help me, HELP ME..I WANT TO LIVE!
With tears streaming my face.. I felt your heart ache.. I said to you just call out my name.
"Jesus" This is how the captive got free.
I am real, I am true, I love you like no other in this world..
Dare to say NO to this world..please do and do it soon..RIGHT NOW! I am the Prince of Peace.. The great I am.. Here to lead you home.. Let us say goodbye to this world together the day I take you away.
I have important work for you to do..
seek me for the time is now.
I love you..
Please tell them all I love them the same as I love you!
Who does your soul belong too?
9-13-14
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. 1 John 1:9
Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world. John 1
"Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends. "You are My friends if you do what I command you."No longer do I call you slaves, for the slave does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I have heard from My Father I have made known to you
"You did not choose Me but I chose you, and appointed you that you would go and bear fruit, and that your fruit would remain, so that whatever you ask of the Father in My name He may give to you. "This I command you, that you love one another. John 15
Jesus Said "Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." Mark 14:38
oh wow
I can add blog posts? That's cool. It's really like Myspace haha.It feels kinda like a mix with Myyearbook (What's it called now?)
I still wish it had all the apps Myspace did, like buddypoke, and all the other cool things.
I remember an app where you could give tags to other users. That's how I figured out my bf liked me lol. That was like 5 years ago. ;-;
I still wish it had all the apps Myspace did, like buddypoke, and all the other cool things.
I remember an app where you could give tags to other users. That's how I figured out my bf liked me lol. That was like 5 years ago. ;-;
Emergency Heart Transplant From God
A PERSON'S HEART REVEALS HIS TRUE NATURE AND MOTIVATION.
** IN JEREMIAH 17:10, THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GOD "SEARCH[ES] THE HEART AND EXAMINE[S] THE MIND" AND THEN REWARDS PEOPLE FOR WHAT THEIR CONDUCT DESERVES. AS JESUS POINTED OUT WHEN OBSERVING THE WIDOW'S OFFERING, THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE ACTION IS DRIVEN BY THE HEART (LUKE 21:1-4). JESUS SAID THAT THE WIDOW GAVE MORE TO THE TEMPLE BY GIVING TWO COINS THAN THOSE WHO PUT MUCH MORE IN THE TEMPLE TREASURY BECAUSE OF WHAT WAS IN HER HEART (SHE GAVE ALL THAT SHE HAD).
Thoughts contrary to the Word make mischief in your heart. Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks Luke 6:45
The upright (honorable, intrinsically good) man out of the good treasure [stored] in his heart produces what is upright (honorable and intrinsically good), and the evil man out of the evil storehouse brings forth that which is depraved (wicked and intrinsically evil); for out of the abundance (overflow) of the heart his mouth speaks -Luke 6;45 Amp
My son, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Let them not escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their flesh.
PROVERBS 4:20-22
Read more here >> Emergency Heart Transplant From God heavenbound5511.hubpages.com/hub/Gods-promise-to-give-us-a-new-heart
** IN JEREMIAH 17:10, THE BIBLE SAYS THAT GOD "SEARCH[ES] THE HEART AND EXAMINE[S] THE MIND" AND THEN REWARDS PEOPLE FOR WHAT THEIR CONDUCT DESERVES. AS JESUS POINTED OUT WHEN OBSERVING THE WIDOW'S OFFERING, THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE ACTION IS DRIVEN BY THE HEART (LUKE 21:1-4). JESUS SAID THAT THE WIDOW GAVE MORE TO THE TEMPLE BY GIVING TWO COINS THAN THOSE WHO PUT MUCH MORE IN THE TEMPLE TREASURY BECAUSE OF WHAT WAS IN HER HEART (SHE GAVE ALL THAT SHE HAD).
Thoughts contrary to the Word make mischief in your heart. Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks Luke 6:45
The upright (honorable, intrinsically good) man out of the good treasure [stored] in his heart produces what is upright (honorable and intrinsically good), and the evil man out of the evil storehouse brings forth that which is depraved (wicked and intrinsically evil); for out of the abundance (overflow) of the heart his mouth speaks -Luke 6;45 Amp
My son, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Let them not escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their flesh.
PROVERBS 4:20-22
Read more here >> Emergency Heart Transplant From God heavenbound5511.hubpages.com/hub/Gods-promise-to-give-us-a-new-heart
Pawing at closed doors.. Waiting for release
Pawing at closed doors..
Waiting for release
Those God doors -
he opens and closes
Am I done yet?
Gained through the pain
I still praise your name
faithful to your name
satan shall not reign
Latter rain fall
I receive
walking this out
let me bring you glory
this life I gave to you
jealousy of the evil one
I know your end
Lake of fire
the whole world
will see you scream
Fully trained
You laughed
I cried
In Christ I died
Tremble..
raised from the dead
Enough said
9-6-14
But we speak God's wisdom in a mystery, the hidden wisdom which God predestined before the ages to our glory; the wisdom which none of the rulers of this age has understood; for if they had understood it they would not have crucified the Lord of glory; but just as it is written, "THINGS WHICH EYE HAS NOT SEEN AND EAR HAS NOT HEARD, AND which HAVE NOT ENTERED THE HEART OF MAN, ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM." 1 Cor 2
Waiting for release
Those God doors -
he opens and closes
Am I done yet?
Gained through the pain
I still praise your name
faithful to your name
satan shall not reign
Latter rain fall
I receive
walking this out
let me bring you glory
this life I gave to you
jealousy of the evil one
I know your end
Lake of fire
the whole world
will see you scream
Fully trained
You laughed
I cried
In Christ I died
Tremble..
raised from the dead
Enough said
9-6-14
But we speak God's wisdom in a mystery, the hidden wisdom which God predestined before the ages to our glory; the wisdom which none of the rulers of this age has understood; for if they had understood it they would not have crucified the Lord of glory; but just as it is written, "THINGS WHICH EYE HAS NOT SEEN AND EAR HAS NOT HEARD, AND which HAVE NOT ENTERED THE HEART OF MAN, ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM." 1 Cor 2
#personal
01. Do you have a nickname?
-A few.
02. Are you a virgin?
-No.
03. When is the last time you had sex?
-Less than 6 months ago.
04. What are your bad/good habits?
-Depends on your definition.
05. Have you ever walked in on someone going to bathroom? Who?
-Yes. Random women in gas stations. Classmates in elementary school. My mother in the bathtub.
06. Name one thing about your body you love?
-I am slowly learning to love everything about my body.
07. Name one thing about your body you hate?
-No, no, no. I'd rather not focus on those things.
08. Do you have any freckles on your hands?
-I have freckles everywhere.
09. Are you wearing a thong right now?
-Nope. Commando.
10. What color is your underwear?
-Or lack thereof?
11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-No. I never do.
12. Have they ever cheated on you?
-This question is invalid.
13. Did you wake up to a good morning text?
-No. I woke up to a picture message from my friend Caiquee.
14. Have you ever purchased condoms?
-Yes.
15. Have you ever had shower sex?
-No.
16. Do you find yourself sexy?
-Sometimes. :)
17. Have you ever watched porn?
-Yes.
18. Have you ever caught someone else watching porn?
-Yes.
19. What size show are you?
-What on earth does this even mean?
20. Have you ever got into a fist fight?
-No.
20. ^ Be honest, did you lose that fight?
-Let's be honest, I haven't been in one.
21. Have you ever sent a nude snapchat?
-I have never had snapchat.
22. Have you ever found a teacher sexy?
-Yes. Mr. Nolde, fourth grade.
23. Have you ever had sex at school?
-No.
24. Do you have your period right now?
-No.
25. Did you shower today?
-Bathed.
26. Can you count on one hand how many people you made out with?
-No.
27. Do you smoke weed?
-Quite 420 friendly.
28. Do you plan on getting drunk today?
-No.
29. Do you have a go-to sexy outfit you wear to get someones attention?
-Lol goodness no.
30. What color is your bra?
-It's almost 1 a.m. and you think I'm still wearing a bra?
31. What do you see yourself doing with your life in 5 years, 10 years?
-Noooo freakin' clue.
32. What has been an embarrassing moment for you?
-Falling in 4-inch heels in the hallway my senior year of H.S.
33. What is your biggest goal in life?
-To figure out what my goals are in life. :p
34. Describe yourself in 3 words.
-Figure it out.
35. Tell me your 3 weaknesses:
-When guys read, and not that half-assed shit. I'm talking Shakespeare, Poe, Stephen King! Hahaha. PIZZA. And Kurt Cobain.
36.Did you masturbate today?
-No.
37. What are your point of view of the world? Liberal/conservative, spiritual/atheist
-I'm pretty spiritual but not religious. I believe we are all energy.
38. What to you would the perfect life consists of?
-Lots of beautiful places, lots of beautiful people, and lots of beautiful memories.
39. Is there an age where being a virgin, you think, would be awkward?
-No. I was nineteen before I lost it.
40. Do you still have feelings for your ex?
-I don't really have an ex.
41. Do you think you look okay without makeup on?
-I wear cover-up and that's pretty much as far as my flirtation with makeup goes.
42. Ever skinny dipped?
-Yes.
43. Ever skinny dipped in the ocean?
-No.
44. Have you ever peed outside?
-Yes.
45. Gay rights are human rights, right?
-Right.
46. List 3 of your hobbies:
-Photography, summer swimmin', and I'm an avid walker (not the zombie).
47. Have you ever had a sexy Skype chat?
-Lol yes.
48. Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
-I know I would.
49. Are you a teen mom?
-Nope. Almost twenty-one and still no little beeb.
50. Your first kiss was _______, (describe it.)
-In a bathroom with my best friend when I was five years old. Not exactly romantic but it's kind of a cute story if you know the whole thing. :p
51. What is your dream job?
-I'm still figuring this out. For now, I'm chill cashiering at Elmer's.
52. Do you remember your dream from last night?
-Something about spaghetti and meatballs spilling everywhere and getting really pissed off about it. I don't know, it didn't make much sense.
53. Do you have a stripper friend?
-Lol I have friends who would take their clothes off if they were very drunk and very hot.
54. What is your ideal vacation?
-Just getting the f*ck outta dodge for a minute, seeing some cool people and doing some cool things.
55. Do you have a favorite movie?
-There are a lot of movies that I really dig.
56. Is there a song that makes you cry?
-Nah.
57. Did you cry today?
-Uhm technically yes because The Walking Dead f*cking tears my soul apart.
58. Did you see the bed as a kid?
-WHAT? Okay seriously this is the second question that makes no sense.
59. What are your views on open relationships? Do you know what an open relationship is?
-I know what an open relationship is, and I personally would not want one. My views on them would probably be best kept to myself.
60. Have you ever had a sexual gay experience?
-Yes...I'm pansexual...
61. Do you believe long distance relationships can work?
-Ugh. This question though. Not for me personally but maybe for two other really committed people?
62. Do you believe that “Money can’t buy happiness?”
-Nope. It can't. My dad fails to grasp this concept.
63. Do you like your job?
-Most days I absolutely adore my job.
64. Is there someone in your family that you wish weren’t part of your family?
-Nope. I'm chill with pretty much all of them. Even the REALLY crazy ones.
65. Do you know anyone in jail?
-I haven't checked the list at the jail lately, but I'm sure I could find a name or two to scoff at.
66. Have you ever shoplifted?
-One time. Ugh. I hated myself but it was -40 degrees outside, I was walking thirteen blocks, and I had cigarettes but NO lighter and NO money...I stole a f*cking two pack of Bics from Wally World.
67. Would you like to be famous? In what way?
-I would not like to be famous. In any way. Ever.
68. Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?
-Nope. Not a clue. Not worried about it.
69. How do you feel about your relationship with your mother?
-My mom is great when she's not drinking. Absolutely.
70. Do you know who your father is?
-Lol yeah in fact he and my mother are both currently sleeping in THEIR bed.
71. Do you believe in Karma as “what goes around comes around”?
-YES 1,000x YES.
72. Do you pick your nose in private?
-Hahaha honestly sometimes I pick it in public (just not at work).
73. Do you fart in front of your friends?
-Uhm a few of them. I try not to like disgustingly rip ass in front of anyone ever. I feel like it's rude or something I guess.
74. Have you done drugs other than weed?
-Yes.
75. Would your parents be pissed if they saw this survey?
-Uhm they'd probably be like WTF and my dad would tell me I was giving out too much information (like he ALWAYS does when I do these) but other than that no.
76. Do you find Zac Efron sexy?
-Uh. Not really, no. He's okay as an actor, I guess. He played that autistic character in that one Lifetime movie really well.
77. Do you think aliens are real?
-Yup. And if you think there are billions of galaxies with US as the only form of intelligent life then...
78. Do you swim well?
-Yes. We had a pool from the time I was about 6 until I was probably 10 or 11. Plus I live in the Great Lakes state 15 minutes from Lake Michigan in like 3 different directions. ;)
79. Have you ever had a emergency surgery?
-Nope. Thank goodness for that.
80. Do you think you are fat?
-I know I am overweight. It could be a lot worse, or a lot better, but I am comfortable in my own skin.
81 Do you have a gym membership?
-No, but I'm thinking about joining Anytime Fitness.
82. Have you ever dated a guy after your friend did?
-No lol but one of my friends did that to me once. I warned her. Did NOT listen. Got real upset when he was exactly what I said he was.
83. What age did you start drinking?
-Thirteen.
84. Is your mom your best friend?
-Definitely one of them.
85. Are you regretting taking this survey?
-Lol no I could give a shit less about this website.
86. Are you in/planning to go to college?
-Planning to go. For something. Eventually.
87. What was the wildest dare ever given to you?
-To like lick something off my best friend's tits Idk we were really young and experimental and in my camper with boys.
88. What was/is High School like for you?
-High school sucked. /end.
89. Do you find any of your friends hot?
-I did I guess at one point. Now it's like meh you guys are cool let's not make it weird.
90. Are you glad this survey is almost over?
-Once again, indifferenttttt.
91. What do you think of Obama?
-HE'D BE THE COOLEST EVER if he was never president ever. Literally. That's what I think. Politicians suck but his real personality is prime.
92. Are you registered to vote?
-YAS.
93. Did you take a selfie today?
-I did as a matter of fact.
94. Who was the last person to compliment you?
-I don't remember.
95. Do you believe that ghosts exist?
-I believe it's possible for energy to linger. And manifest.
96. Do you have any scars on your body?
-Yes. I have a legit serious picking problem and some pretty terrible spots of skin.
97. Have you ever thought about getting plastic surgery?
-Noooo.
98. Name the one person you can count on?
-The parentals, obvs.
99. You got 99 problems; name one:
-Horrible anger issues.
100. What is your goal for today?
-Finish this survey. OH LOOK I NAILED IT.
-A few.
02. Are you a virgin?
-No.
03. When is the last time you had sex?
-Less than 6 months ago.
04. What are your bad/good habits?
-Depends on your definition.
05. Have you ever walked in on someone going to bathroom? Who?
-Yes. Random women in gas stations. Classmates in elementary school. My mother in the bathtub.
06. Name one thing about your body you love?
-I am slowly learning to love everything about my body.
07. Name one thing about your body you hate?
-No, no, no. I'd rather not focus on those things.
08. Do you have any freckles on your hands?
-I have freckles everywhere.
09. Are you wearing a thong right now?
-Nope. Commando.
10. What color is your underwear?
-Or lack thereof?
11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
-No. I never do.
12. Have they ever cheated on you?
-This question is invalid.
13. Did you wake up to a good morning text?
-No. I woke up to a picture message from my friend Caiquee.
14. Have you ever purchased condoms?
-Yes.
15. Have you ever had shower sex?
-No.
16. Do you find yourself sexy?
-Sometimes. :)
17. Have you ever watched porn?
-Yes.
18. Have you ever caught someone else watching porn?
-Yes.
19. What size show are you?
-What on earth does this even mean?
20. Have you ever got into a fist fight?
-No.
20. ^ Be honest, did you lose that fight?
-Let's be honest, I haven't been in one.
21. Have you ever sent a nude snapchat?
-I have never had snapchat.
22. Have you ever found a teacher sexy?
-Yes. Mr. Nolde, fourth grade.
23. Have you ever had sex at school?
-No.
24. Do you have your period right now?
-No.
25. Did you shower today?
-Bathed.
26. Can you count on one hand how many people you made out with?
-No.
27. Do you smoke weed?
-Quite 420 friendly.
28. Do you plan on getting drunk today?
-No.
29. Do you have a go-to sexy outfit you wear to get someones attention?
-Lol goodness no.
30. What color is your bra?
-It's almost 1 a.m. and you think I'm still wearing a bra?
31. What do you see yourself doing with your life in 5 years, 10 years?
-Noooo freakin' clue.
32. What has been an embarrassing moment for you?
-Falling in 4-inch heels in the hallway my senior year of H.S.
33. What is your biggest goal in life?
-To figure out what my goals are in life. :p
34. Describe yourself in 3 words.
-Figure it out.
35. Tell me your 3 weaknesses:
-When guys read, and not that half-assed shit. I'm talking Shakespeare, Poe, Stephen King! Hahaha. PIZZA. And Kurt Cobain.
36.Did you masturbate today?
-No.
37. What are your point of view of the world? Liberal/conservative, spiritual/atheist
-I'm pretty spiritual but not religious. I believe we are all energy.
38. What to you would the perfect life consists of?
-Lots of beautiful places, lots of beautiful people, and lots of beautiful memories.
39. Is there an age where being a virgin, you think, would be awkward?
-No. I was nineteen before I lost it.
40. Do you still have feelings for your ex?
-I don't really have an ex.
41. Do you think you look okay without makeup on?
-I wear cover-up and that's pretty much as far as my flirtation with makeup goes.
42. Ever skinny dipped?
-Yes.
43. Ever skinny dipped in the ocean?
-No.
44. Have you ever peed outside?
-Yes.
45. Gay rights are human rights, right?
-Right.
46. List 3 of your hobbies:
-Photography, summer swimmin', and I'm an avid walker (not the zombie).
47. Have you ever had a sexy Skype chat?
-Lol yes.
48. Do you think you would make a good parent someday?
-I know I would.
49. Are you a teen mom?
-Nope. Almost twenty-one and still no little beeb.
50. Your first kiss was _______, (describe it.)
-In a bathroom with my best friend when I was five years old. Not exactly romantic but it's kind of a cute story if you know the whole thing. :p
51. What is your dream job?
-I'm still figuring this out. For now, I'm chill cashiering at Elmer's.
52. Do you remember your dream from last night?
-Something about spaghetti and meatballs spilling everywhere and getting really pissed off about it. I don't know, it didn't make much sense.
53. Do you have a stripper friend?
-Lol I have friends who would take their clothes off if they were very drunk and very hot.
54. What is your ideal vacation?
-Just getting the f*ck outta dodge for a minute, seeing some cool people and doing some cool things.
55. Do you have a favorite movie?
-There are a lot of movies that I really dig.
56. Is there a song that makes you cry?
-Nah.
57. Did you cry today?
-Uhm technically yes because The Walking Dead f*cking tears my soul apart.
58. Did you see the bed as a kid?
-WHAT? Okay seriously this is the second question that makes no sense.
59. What are your views on open relationships? Do you know what an open relationship is?
-I know what an open relationship is, and I personally would not want one. My views on them would probably be best kept to myself.
60. Have you ever had a sexual gay experience?
-Yes...I'm pansexual...
61. Do you believe long distance relationships can work?
-Ugh. This question though. Not for me personally but maybe for two other really committed people?
62. Do you believe that “Money can’t buy happiness?”
-Nope. It can't. My dad fails to grasp this concept.
63. Do you like your job?
-Most days I absolutely adore my job.
64. Is there someone in your family that you wish weren’t part of your family?
-Nope. I'm chill with pretty much all of them. Even the REALLY crazy ones.
65. Do you know anyone in jail?
-I haven't checked the list at the jail lately, but I'm sure I could find a name or two to scoff at.
66. Have you ever shoplifted?
-One time. Ugh. I hated myself but it was -40 degrees outside, I was walking thirteen blocks, and I had cigarettes but NO lighter and NO money...I stole a f*cking two pack of Bics from Wally World.
67. Would you like to be famous? In what way?
-I would not like to be famous. In any way. Ever.
68. Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?
-Nope. Not a clue. Not worried about it.
69. How do you feel about your relationship with your mother?
-My mom is great when she's not drinking. Absolutely.
70. Do you know who your father is?
-Lol yeah in fact he and my mother are both currently sleeping in THEIR bed.
71. Do you believe in Karma as “what goes around comes around”?
-YES 1,000x YES.
72. Do you pick your nose in private?
-Hahaha honestly sometimes I pick it in public (just not at work).
73. Do you fart in front of your friends?
-Uhm a few of them. I try not to like disgustingly rip ass in front of anyone ever. I feel like it's rude or something I guess.
74. Have you done drugs other than weed?
-Yes.
75. Would your parents be pissed if they saw this survey?
-Uhm they'd probably be like WTF and my dad would tell me I was giving out too much information (like he ALWAYS does when I do these) but other than that no.
76. Do you find Zac Efron sexy?
-Uh. Not really, no. He's okay as an actor, I guess. He played that autistic character in that one Lifetime movie really well.
77. Do you think aliens are real?
-Yup. And if you think there are billions of galaxies with US as the only form of intelligent life then...
78. Do you swim well?
-Yes. We had a pool from the time I was about 6 until I was probably 10 or 11. Plus I live in the Great Lakes state 15 minutes from Lake Michigan in like 3 different directions. ;)
79. Have you ever had a emergency surgery?
-Nope. Thank goodness for that.
80. Do you think you are fat?
-I know I am overweight. It could be a lot worse, or a lot better, but I am comfortable in my own skin.
81 Do you have a gym membership?
-No, but I'm thinking about joining Anytime Fitness.
82. Have you ever dated a guy after your friend did?
-No lol but one of my friends did that to me once. I warned her. Did NOT listen. Got real upset when he was exactly what I said he was.
83. What age did you start drinking?
-Thirteen.
84. Is your mom your best friend?
-Definitely one of them.
85. Are you regretting taking this survey?
-Lol no I could give a shit less about this website.
86. Are you in/planning to go to college?
-Planning to go. For something. Eventually.
87. What was the wildest dare ever given to you?
-To like lick something off my best friend's tits Idk we were really young and experimental and in my camper with boys.
88. What was/is High School like for you?
-High school sucked. /end.
89. Do you find any of your friends hot?
-I did I guess at one point. Now it's like meh you guys are cool let's not make it weird.
90. Are you glad this survey is almost over?
-Once again, indifferenttttt.
91. What do you think of Obama?
-HE'D BE THE COOLEST EVER if he was never president ever. Literally. That's what I think. Politicians suck but his real personality is prime.
92. Are you registered to vote?
-YAS.
93. Did you take a selfie today?
-I did as a matter of fact.
94. Who was the last person to compliment you?
-I don't remember.
95. Do you believe that ghosts exist?
-I believe it's possible for energy to linger. And manifest.
96. Do you have any scars on your body?
-Yes. I have a legit serious picking problem and some pretty terrible spots of skin.
97. Have you ever thought about getting plastic surgery?
-Noooo.
98. Name the one person you can count on?
-The parentals, obvs.
99. You got 99 problems; name one:
-Horrible anger issues.
100. What is your goal for today?
-Finish this survey. OH LOOK I NAILED IT.
Our favorite drinks and foods are being poisoned M
Our favorite drinks are being poisoned MORE and MORE with sucralose and aspartame.
It is ALARMING in the last year or more the increase of this being added to our food and drinks.
Like sunny delight. Now not only has high fructose corn syrup..but along with it aspartame and sucralose??
I know High fructose corn syrup is bad but, combining all 3 WOW!.. That's Horrible!! WHY 3 different sweeteners in one product? To KILL people faster.. And let's note Sunny Delight was already too sweet.. why add more?? Than change label to say 40% less sugar!! And it tastes even sweeter...and is poisonous!!?
Here's some names of drinks and foods that I can think of and more~
Brisk tea, some of V8 splash and smoothie drinks, those 6 pack of kool aide bottles, Hawaiian punch...
Arizona diet tea, (Arizona green tea and their regular tea does not have Sucralose and aspartame in it. Not yet at least)
ALL those little bottles of drink flavors to add to water.
Check your Ice Cream too!!
I recently brought an Orange Freeze from Stake and Shake. It has to NOW have artificial sweeteners in it. I had to throw it away. It gave that bitter after taste..horrible!!
And it used to be one of my favorites!!
Many of those popular chewing gums. The one's in cute packages and containers!!
Also many candies have it in them but are listed as an NATURAL INGREDIENT and many more.
I'm finding better ingredients are still in many of the higher priced stuff..along with cheaper places like Aldi's- Who have there own brand.
**If we stop buying there products, they'll eventually stop using these sweeteners. Let them know why we don't want there product!!
Some of the sweeteners and More doesn't have to be listed on label if it is less than 5% by law -instead is aloud to be called natural flavor even when it's NOT!
**I'm not trying to cause fear..just be smart and avoid what you can and pray over all your food and drinks.. they are doing stuff to almost everything. Trusting God to be able to eat and drink is a MUST THESE DAYS!!
Seek him and trust him for everything.. So as you hear about all the evil stuff they are doing.. Be smart and also pray in Jesus name against and to stand in the midst of..so it will not destroy as satan's mission is- KILL,STEAL and DESTROY!!
`The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.John 10:10
`By the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony, we overcome the world!!! Rev 12
_ Check all the drinks and sweet stuff you are eating..they may of changed some stuff.
**My son's were complaining of head aches a lot..and I came across this info and started checking all there drinks and etc.. they have not had a headache problem anymore. But for a while they were making all kinds of complaints.**
Having an increased problem with migraines? It may be what you're eating!
Many other health problems arise from these sweeteners too..enough to kill you!
Sucralose example : ~Migraines~
Sucralose may be a trigger for migraines, according to a study published in the August, 2006 issue of ''Headache: Journal of Head and Face Pain.'' Physicians should keep the potential causal relationship between sucralose and migraines in mind when they are taking the health history of people who suffer migraines, recommends lead study author Rajendrakumar M. Patel of the Mercer University School of Medicine in Macon, Georgia.
Sucralose (Splenda) is a Chlorocarbon.
It is in the same family of chemicals as DDT and PCBs.
www.holisticmed.com/splenda/
Sucralose -- Adverse Effects Seen in Research
www.holisticmed.com/splenda/research-adverse.html
ASPARTAME VERSUS SPLENDA (SUCRALOSE)
The dangers of aspartame are now widely known, but the risks of using Splenda are not documented – until now. Splenda may not penetrate the blood brain barrier as aspartame does, hence entering the brain and creating neurotoxin havoc at the brain center, but Splenda CAN adversely affect the body in several ways because it IS a chemical substance and not natural sugar.
December newsletter Equal Sues Splenda
The same patterns with aspartame (NutraSweet/Equal) are repeating with sucralose (Splenda). Their claims of product safety and research results are identical to those used by The NutraSweet Company. Note the comparisons and repetitions between the products, the corporations, and marketing. Maybe now, consumers can prevent damage to human health sooner than with NutraSweet, which has damaged the health and lives of millions of innocent consumers since it was placed in the public food supply in 1982.
Has the FDA repeated the aspartame approval process for sucralose, allowing a product with proven carcinogens to flood our food supply? Only time will tell, as it has with aspartame. Yet at the cost of human lives.
Knowledge is power. As an educated consumer, you have the awareness to choose what you and your family will ingest. Unnatural artificial sweeteners may affect your health. Why take the chance? With this book, you woke up and smelled the coffee just in time. Now you can drink it safely. www.splendaexposed.com/
SUCRALOSE CAN KILL YOU!!! www.thecompounder.com/answers-a-ideas/things-to-avoid/sugar-a-sweeteners/splenda-can-kill
Sucralose wreak havoc in whole body search search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A0LEV0vrBgRUOZMAty9XNyoA?ei=UTF-8andtype=A211US0andfr=mcafeeandp=sucralose+wreak+havoc+in+whole+bodyandSpellStateandfr2=sp-qrw-corr-top
The Dangers of Splenda ((Sucralose )) "Sucralose is one of the most tested food .." www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/splenda.asp
It is ALARMING in the last year or more the increase of this being added to our food and drinks.
Like sunny delight. Now not only has high fructose corn syrup..but along with it aspartame and sucralose??
I know High fructose corn syrup is bad but, combining all 3 WOW!.. That's Horrible!! WHY 3 different sweeteners in one product? To KILL people faster.. And let's note Sunny Delight was already too sweet.. why add more?? Than change label to say 40% less sugar!! And it tastes even sweeter...and is poisonous!!?
Here's some names of drinks and foods that I can think of and more~
Brisk tea, some of V8 splash and smoothie drinks, those 6 pack of kool aide bottles, Hawaiian punch...
Arizona diet tea, (Arizona green tea and their regular tea does not have Sucralose and aspartame in it. Not yet at least)
ALL those little bottles of drink flavors to add to water.
Check your Ice Cream too!!
I recently brought an Orange Freeze from Stake and Shake. It has to NOW have artificial sweeteners in it. I had to throw it away. It gave that bitter after taste..horrible!!
And it used to be one of my favorites!!
Many of those popular chewing gums. The one's in cute packages and containers!!
Also many candies have it in them but are listed as an NATURAL INGREDIENT and many more.
I'm finding better ingredients are still in many of the higher priced stuff..along with cheaper places like Aldi's- Who have there own brand.
**If we stop buying there products, they'll eventually stop using these sweeteners. Let them know why we don't want there product!!
Some of the sweeteners and More doesn't have to be listed on label if it is less than 5% by law -instead is aloud to be called natural flavor even when it's NOT!
**I'm not trying to cause fear..just be smart and avoid what you can and pray over all your food and drinks.. they are doing stuff to almost everything. Trusting God to be able to eat and drink is a MUST THESE DAYS!!
Seek him and trust him for everything.. So as you hear about all the evil stuff they are doing.. Be smart and also pray in Jesus name against and to stand in the midst of..so it will not destroy as satan's mission is- KILL,STEAL and DESTROY!!
`The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.John 10:10
`By the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony, we overcome the world!!! Rev 12
_ Check all the drinks and sweet stuff you are eating..they may of changed some stuff.
**My son's were complaining of head aches a lot..and I came across this info and started checking all there drinks and etc.. they have not had a headache problem anymore. But for a while they were making all kinds of complaints.**
Having an increased problem with migraines? It may be what you're eating!
Many other health problems arise from these sweeteners too..enough to kill you!
Sucralose example : ~Migraines~
Sucralose may be a trigger for migraines, according to a study published in the August, 2006 issue of ''Headache: Journal of Head and Face Pain.'' Physicians should keep the potential causal relationship between sucralose and migraines in mind when they are taking the health history of people who suffer migraines, recommends lead study author Rajendrakumar M. Patel of the Mercer University School of Medicine in Macon, Georgia.
Sucralose (Splenda) is a Chlorocarbon.
It is in the same family of chemicals as DDT and PCBs.
www.holisticmed.com/splenda/
Sucralose -- Adverse Effects Seen in Research
www.holisticmed.com/splenda/research-adverse.html
ASPARTAME VERSUS SPLENDA (SUCRALOSE)
The dangers of aspartame are now widely known, but the risks of using Splenda are not documented – until now. Splenda may not penetrate the blood brain barrier as aspartame does, hence entering the brain and creating neurotoxin havoc at the brain center, but Splenda CAN adversely affect the body in several ways because it IS a chemical substance and not natural sugar.
December newsletter Equal Sues Splenda
The same patterns with aspartame (NutraSweet/Equal) are repeating with sucralose (Splenda). Their claims of product safety and research results are identical to those used by The NutraSweet Company. Note the comparisons and repetitions between the products, the corporations, and marketing. Maybe now, consumers can prevent damage to human health sooner than with NutraSweet, which has damaged the health and lives of millions of innocent consumers since it was placed in the public food supply in 1982.
Has the FDA repeated the aspartame approval process for sucralose, allowing a product with proven carcinogens to flood our food supply? Only time will tell, as it has with aspartame. Yet at the cost of human lives.
Knowledge is power. As an educated consumer, you have the awareness to choose what you and your family will ingest. Unnatural artificial sweeteners may affect your health. Why take the chance? With this book, you woke up and smelled the coffee just in time. Now you can drink it safely. www.splendaexposed.com/
SUCRALOSE CAN KILL YOU!!! www.thecompounder.com/answers-a-ideas/things-to-avoid/sugar-a-sweeteners/splenda-can-kill
Sucralose wreak havoc in whole body search search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A0LEV0vrBgRUOZMAty9XNyoA?ei=UTF-8andtype=A211US0andfr=mcafeeandp=sucralose+wreak+havoc+in+whole+bodyandSpellStateandfr2=sp-qrw-corr-top
The Dangers of Splenda ((Sucralose )) "Sucralose is one of the most tested food .." www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/splenda.asp
Suicidal Jewish Girl to Orthodox Jew to Believer o
Suicidal Jewish Girl to Orthodox Jew to Believer of Jesus! Many Jews come to Jesus!
* * On it's Super Natural. Ayelet Steckbeck was born Jewish family in Israel but she was not religious. After army service, she became so suicidal. At the time she was thinking about killing herself, she saw the Father God crying and weeping for her. So she became religious. She went to Yeshiva and became orthodox Jew. She was curious about Messiah and prayed to God that God dwelled in her body. One day, she had experience that God came to her. Soon after she knew that it was the Holy Spirit. Later, even she got encountered with Jesus.
This is about coming to Jesus for help not about becoming an orthodox Jew. We all need Jesus! He does the impossible!
youtu.be/ohYufe92ptQ
* * On it's Super Natural. Ayelet Steckbeck was born Jewish family in Israel but she was not religious. After army service, she became so suicidal. At the time she was thinking about killing herself, she saw the Father God crying and weeping for her. So she became religious. She went to Yeshiva and became orthodox Jew. She was curious about Messiah and prayed to God that God dwelled in her body. One day, she had experience that God came to her. Soon after she knew that it was the Holy Spirit. Later, even she got encountered with Jesus.
This is about coming to Jesus for help not about becoming an orthodox Jew. We all need Jesus! He does the impossible!
youtu.be/ohYufe92ptQ
Shows I'm looking forward to watching this year
Well a lot of the shows in which I already watch..... Are returning.... Then again some in which I used to watch during the fall last yr.... Sadly won't be returning...
The ones in which they are actually are returning.... Are
1. The Originals - Season 2
2. Marvel's Agents of Shield - Season 2
3. Sleepy Hollow - Season 2
4. Arrow - Season 3
5. White Collar - Season 6 (Sadly, this will be the final season)
6. The Vampire Diaries - Season 6 (Possibility of being the final season, Unsure atm)
7. Supernatural - Season 10
8. NCIS - Season 12
9. NCIS Los Angeles - Season 6
10. NCIS New Orleans - Season 1
11. Marvel's Agent Carter - Season 1
12. Person of Interest - Season 4
Now shows in which they have already returned and or that have premiered already are:
1. The Fosters - Season 2
2. Chasing Life - Season 1 (New show)
3. Girl Meets World - Season 1 (New Show)(Excited for season 2)
4. Royal Pains - Season 6
The ones in which they are actually are returning.... Are
1. The Originals - Season 2
2. Marvel's Agents of Shield - Season 2
3. Sleepy Hollow - Season 2
4. Arrow - Season 3
5. White Collar - Season 6 (Sadly, this will be the final season)
6. The Vampire Diaries - Season 6 (Possibility of being the final season, Unsure atm)
7. Supernatural - Season 10
8. NCIS - Season 12
9. NCIS Los Angeles - Season 6
10. NCIS New Orleans - Season 1
11. Marvel's Agent Carter - Season 1
12. Person of Interest - Season 4
Now shows in which they have already returned and or that have premiered already are:
1. The Fosters - Season 2
2. Chasing Life - Season 1 (New show)
3. Girl Meets World - Season 1 (New Show)(Excited for season 2)
4. Royal Pains - Season 6