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21 Guns (Kalijah)


*As I Lay Dying*



Do you know what’s worth fighting for

When it’s not worth dying for

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating

Does the pain weigh out the price

And you look for a place to hide



        It was a dismal night, as Katherine, having been bitten by a werewolf the night before, walked around town during the festival, weak and sweaty and hallucinating. She wasn’t in her right mind, as she stumbled through the crowd of partiers. She was dying from the bite, but knew that Klaus wouldn’t cure her unless he had a good reason to. That reason would most likely be Elijah.



*England 1492- Flashback/Hallucination*



Did someone break your heart inside

You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms

Into the sky

You and I

When you’re at the end of the road

And you’ve lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

And your mind breaks the spirit of your soul



        It was a beautiful day, as Katerina ran through the woods with the moonstone, running from Elijah and some humans whom wanted her back to help Klaus break the curse. Klaus needed her to die in a ritual to break it though, and she’d rather not die.

        She tripped over a twig and fell to the ground, but was okay.

        “Katerina, it’s pointless to run! Klaus will find you wherever you are!” he said, loud enough for her human ears to hear.



*1492- Mikaelson Estate- Flashback/Hallucination*



Your Faith is on broken glass

And the hangover doesn’t last

Nothing is ever built to last

You’re in ruins

You’re in ruins

You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms

Into the sky

You and I



        It was a beautiful day on the Mikaelson estate, as Elijah and Katerina played chase.

        She stopped running and gave a laugh as she said, “You’re meant to catch me.”

        He smiled and said, “Well, if I catch you, then the game will be over.”



*Present*



Did you?

Did you try to live on your own

When you

When you blacked out the house and home

Did you?

Did you stand too close to the fire

Like a liar looking for forgiveness

Promise storm

When it’s time to live and let die

And you can’t get another try

Something inside this heart has died



        She lay on the ground, too weak to go anywhere now. She hoped that someone that didn’t want her to die would find and help her. She didn’t want to die, but she didn’t have any strength left to ask for help.

        She closed her eyes, tired and weak and burning up. She knew she’d been a bad person for centuries. She just hoped that someday she may be forgiven for that, whether she lived or not. She didn’t think that she would live though. She knew she was very close to joining the Other Side with all her deceased friends. She wanted so much for this pain to go away, though she would never admit to anyone but herself and Elijah how much pain she was in, or that she was in any pain at all.



You’re in ruins

You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms

Into the sky

You and I



        Meanwhile, Elijah had found out that she had been bitten by a werewolf, so he was out looking for her.

        After an hour or two, he finally found her on her back on the ground, a ways away from the festival. He knew the way she looked, she didn’t have much time left.

        He blurred to her side.

        “Katerina.”

        He gently got to his feet with her in his arms and blurred towards home. He just hoped that she’d make it.



One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms

Into the sky

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight



        Once home, he gently layed her down in his bed, before going downstairs to go and try to convince Klaus to cure her.



One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms

Into the sky

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms

Give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms

Into the sky



        As she lay there, she could feel the darkness closing in, but she didn’t fight it. She was too weak and in too much silent pain to fight against it. Besides, she figured that it was her time. Plus, to her, death would be kind. At least she wouldn’t be in anymore pain if she died.





        When she woke up an hour later, she saw that she was in Elijah’s bed and she was no longer dying, which meant that Elijah had found her and Klaus had actually cured her. She knew that without Elijah, he never would have cured her. He would have just let her die.
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The Sun Also Rises (1st revised version)


        Elena stood upstairs.

        "You invited him in?" Damon questioned, figuring Elena wasn't thinking correctly.

        "Yes. He promised to forget the past and help us, as long as we apologize to him," Elena replied.

        "I'm sorry we killed you," Stefan said, knowing that they needed all the help they could get.

        Everyone looked at Damon.

        "What? I'm not apologizing to him."

        Elena looked at Elijah.

        "He'll come around."

        "I doubt it," Elijah responded.

        Elijah followed Elena downstairs to stand beside her not far from the eldest Salvatore brother. Then he went to stand at the entrance to the living room.

        "Elijah has something that will help. An elixir," Elena explained.

        "We need something better," Damon replied.

        Stefan was silent from where he stood by the couch.

        Just then, everyone looked at Katherine Pierce as she walked in. She stopped by Elijah and said, "Nice to see you again. I'm sorry for what I did. I was just trying to survive."

        "I understand, Katerina."

        Katherine walked up to stand by Damon and Elena.

        "Katerina?" Damon questioned.

        "It was my human name. Elijah fell in love with me when he met me. I was Klaus' doppelganger and so I ran. Rose wanted to take me to Klaus, so he and Rose argued after Rose stopped me from killing myself. I hung myself but woke up in transition. When Rose tried to stake me, I shielded myself by using the owner of the cabin. Rose staked the owner and I fed. I apologized before I left, though. When I returned home, my villagers were all dead. Klaus slaughtered my people, including my family. I changed my name when I came to America from Bulgaria. But I didn't come here to tell you my tragic life of heartbreak and loneliness."

        "Why are you here?" Stefan asked calmly.

        "Yes. Why did you come?" Damon said in his usual voice he reserved only for Katherine.

        "I came to help in any way I can. I won't let another family member die from Klaus."

        "She won't stay dead for long. I have an elixir," Elijah informed her.

        "Will it work?"

        "Yes."

        "You don't know that," Damon said. "There's only one way to know that she'll come back."

        "Don't even think about it," Kat said, glaring at him.

        "What do you propose we do then?" Damon asked.

        "I'm thinking," she answered, no longer glaring.

        Suddenly, arrows started flying. One got Damon in the back. Stefan and Elijah left to find the shooter. At the same time, Kat got in the way of an arrow that would've gotten Elena and got her down, before Kat rolled onto her right side in pain and agony.

        "Elena, pull it out," Damon instructed.

        Elena went over and pulled the arrow out of his back, as the arrows stopped.

        Once it was out, Damon went over and quickly pulled Kat's out of her back.

        "Elena, get some blood from the basement and a shot glass from the table," he instructed, as he gently rolled Kat onto her back and pulled her into his arms.

        Elena obeyed.

        "Hang in there, Kat," he said calmly.

        Elena came back with a shot glass of blood.

        Damon gently lifted Kat's head and put the glass to her lips.

        "Drink."

        Though she was in pain and weak, she obeyed him and slowly began to drink.

        "What's wrong?" Elena asked.

        "There was vervain on the arrows. She doesn't sip vervain everyday like I do, so it affects her in the wrong way. Blood helps."

        Elena understood now.

        Kat felt better after finishing the glass, so he helped her up and led her over to the couch. He then helped her sit down on the couch.

        Stefan and Elijah came back.

        "We got rid of them," Elijah announced.

        "Good," Damon replied.

        "Thanks, Damon," Kat said.

        "You're welcome."

        "Is she okay?" Elijah asked.

        "She'll be fine. I gave her some blood. No big deal," Damon answered.
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How You Remind Me (Kalijah)


*American Gothic- Day*



Never made it as a wise man

I couldn’t cut it as a poor man stealing

Tired of living like a blind man

I’m sick of sight without a sense of feeling

And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I’m mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down

Been to the bottom of every bottle



        It was a beautiful day, as Katherine stood in front of Elijah in an alleyway in Pennsylvania.

        “Is that what I am to you? A means of survival?” he accused her.

        “No. Of course, you’re not a means of survival. You looked out for me, when I had no one. You’ve given me a second chance now, when no one else will.” She rested a hand on the side of his face. “I love you. Elijah.”

        He turned his face away and she put her hand down.

        “You don’t believe me,” she realized.

        He looked at her.

        “I want to. It’s my disease. I just keep wanting to believe you, but how can I when, at every turn, you give me a reason to doubt you? I don’t know you. I don’t think I ever will.”

        He began to walk away.

        She caught up with him, resting a hand on his arm.

        He stopped walking and looked at her, then her hand, then her, then her arm, and finally her again.

        She got the hint and let go.

        “Goodbye, Katherine.”

        She could only watch, as he walked away, knowing that she’d lost his trust when she’d lied to him. Even if it was only one time.



*American Gothic- Night*



These five words in my head

Scream, “are we having fun yet?”

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

It’s not like you didn’t know that

I said I love you and I swear I still do

And it must have been so bad

Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am



        It was a dismal night, as Katherine stood in front of him on a sidewalk, stopping him from going anywhere.

        “Wait.”

        “What do you want?” he questioned, irritated, wanting to be left alone.

        “To tell you that you’re right. I’ve spent so much time running and lying just to survive that I—I’m starting to believe my own lies. I don’t even remember who I was when we first met. And I want to find out.”

        She took the vial of the cure out of her purse and set it in his hand.

        “You have the cure,” he stated.

        “Yes. And I can shove this down Klaus’ throat and try to kill him, but even if I managed to do it, I’d lose you. And I don’t want that to happen. You don’t owe me anything. I’m going to let you decide where we go from here.”

        He was silent and looked at the cure, before watching her walk away.



*Mikaelson Mansion*



It’s not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I’m mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down

Been to the bottom of every bottle

These five words in my head

Scream “are we having fun yet?”

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no



        It was a nebulous night, as Elijah stood in front of her, having just told her that he had chosen to go to New Orleans to help Klaus. He was following Klaus to New Orleans. He still loved her, but at the time, he felt like he had to once again choose his family over her. And so, he chose his family over love just like he always did.

        “Please, Elijah. It’s our turn,” she pleaded with him, wanting him to stay with her so they could finally be together without Klaus’ interference.

        “Katerina.” He kissed her on the forehead. “Goodbye, Katerina.”

        She watched with a broken heart, as he walked away once again, choosing Klaus over her. This time though, she knew that this was partly her fault for lying to him. She’d broken his trust. She understood that he didn’t know if he could trust her or not anymore.



*England- 1492*



Never made it as a wise man

I couldn’t cut it as a poor man stealing

And this is how you remind me

This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

This is how you remind me

Of what I really am

It’s not like you to say sorry

I was waiting on a different story

This time I’m mistaken

For handing you a heart worth breaking

And I’ve been wrong, I’ve been down

Been to the bottom of every bottle

These five words in my head

Scream, “are we having fun yet?”

Yeah, yeah, are we having fun yet?

Yeah, yeah, are we having fun yet?

Yeah, yeah, are we having fun yet?

Yeah, yeah, no, no



        It was a beautiful day, as Katerina and Elijah played chase on the Mikaelson estate. She stopped and laughed, saying, “You’re meant to catch me.”

        He smiled and replied, saying, “Well, if I catch you, then the game will be over.”
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I'm new to this,


My first blog,


Hi.
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It's Okay To Not Be Okay


Smile
And it'll be okay
Smile
And you'll be fine
But really, it won't be okay
I can't pretend
I can't just smile
I can't choose to be happy
Life doesn't work that way
I'm either fine or I'm not
I'm not okay or I am
I can't fake it til I make it
I don't work that way
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It's Okay To Not Be Okay


It's okay to cry once in a while
It's okay to not smile sometimes, when you're feeling down
It's okay to feel
It's not okay to be completely numb
It's okay to say you're not okay
It's not okay to say you're fine, when you're not
It's not okay to smile, when you're not really happy
It's okay to not be okay
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It's Okay To Not Be Okay


Apparently, I should be happy
'Cause I have a good life
I can't be suicidal
'Cause I have such a good life
I should just smile and suck it up
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Façade


You're the one who sees I'm not as heartless as people think
You know I don't have a black heart
I'm not heartless
You see through it all
You see through my façade
It's all a façade
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 14th 2019 13:31

Façade


I pretend I'm heartless
But I have a heart
You see through my little act
I pretend I don't care
But you know I care
You see through it all
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 14th 2019 13:00

Façade


You're the only one who sees I'm not as heartless as people think
You know I don't have a black heart
I'm not heartless
You see through my façade
It's all a façade
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 14th 2019 11:57

Façade


I'm cold and hostile at first
But I've got a soft side
You know I can be warm and friendly
I'm a tsundere
You know I only show that side around you
You're the only one who knows what I'm really like
You're the only one I really like
You're the only one I really trust
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 14th 2019 10:27

Façade


You're the one who sees I'm not as heartless as people think
You know I don't have a black heart
I'm not heartless
You see through it all
You see through my façade
It's all a façade
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 14th 2019 09:51

Façade


I hide my emotions
I act emotionless
I almost never cry
But when I do, I try not to let it show
I act heartless, but I'm not
I'm not heartless or emotionless or cold
I care, though I try to hide it
I hide it most of the time
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 14th 2019 08:55

Masquerade


He's a prince, disguised as a devil
He acts like he doesn't care, but he does
I can see through it all
He acts like he's heartless
I know he has a heart
I can see through that masquerade
It's just a masquerade
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 14th 2019 07:57

Masquerade


He pretends he's heartless
But he has a heart
I see through his little act
He pretends he doesn't care
But I know he cares
I see through it all
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0 | 0 Comments | by Scarlett | Jul 12th 2019 12:54