1/3/2023 - Friends
I'm starting off the year with a little bit of lingering sadness that I'm 23 years old and no longer welcome on the social websites that I grew up on.
One of them is overrun with tweens, self-diagnosing DID and using their "diagnosis" as a sort of list of OCs that they get to roleplay. (It would make sense to see one or two users with DID, sure, but not a lot of people use that website and suddenly more than 60% of accounts run by people 13-16 have DID????)
That's like people looking at depressed people and thinking: I'm going to make this my personality, now. Look how aesthetic it is!
Anyway, most people my age are now either going to or in the middle of university, gaining family members and getting jobs, it's hard for someone like me, with a lot of time on my hands, to keep and even make friends.
I'm currently down to one friend, which happens to be my husband. It feels different, though. I feel that there's a need to have a friend outside of the family.
Or I can remain alone, which is fine, too.
One of them is overrun with tweens, self-diagnosing DID and using their "diagnosis" as a sort of list of OCs that they get to roleplay. (It would make sense to see one or two users with DID, sure, but not a lot of people use that website and suddenly more than 60% of accounts run by people 13-16 have DID????)
That's like people looking at depressed people and thinking: I'm going to make this my personality, now. Look how aesthetic it is!
Anyway, most people my age are now either going to or in the middle of university, gaining family members and getting jobs, it's hard for someone like me, with a lot of time on my hands, to keep and even make friends.
I'm currently down to one friend, which happens to be my husband. It feels different, though. I feel that there's a need to have a friend outside of the family.
Or I can remain alone, which is fine, too.
I'm back
Hi guys! So I forgot this website existed like 1 year ago. I know how shocking this must be for all of you to hear but it's true. Anyways, MySpace93 shut down and DameDaNeSpace is blocked on my school computer so there's nothing for me to do. I started some tiktok vlogs where I record for a bit and then I save my progress in the drafts. I don't know why but I feel like this is the point where my life is turning around. My new videos get a lot of views and I even agreed to publicly be friends with the friends of my old friend because fear can only do so much to protect you before you have to face it. Basically, by not hiding that I'm friends with these people, I'm letting my old friend know that I don't care about what he thinks of me due to our bad friendship that is broken for what I assume to be forever. I will talk more about my old friend in another blog but that's it for now. I also feel pressured by my own family to be in all these clubs at my school. They recently started National Honors Society at my school this year and knowing my mom, she'll probably try and get me to join because in middle school, I was chosen to be in the Junior National Honors Society but I never joined because covid showed up and everyone forgot about the club so I never brought it up again. Anyways, down below, I left the thumbnail from my latest video. Here are the statistics:
How to look like a celebrity # celebrity # fakingit # fakecelebrity
Mercedes Powers
11 Likes
610 Views
Oct 1 2022
How to look like a celebrity # celebrity # fakingit # fakecelebrity
Mercedes Powers
11 Likes
610 Views
Oct 1 2022
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